My Review : Thief by Tarryn Fisher

     
From Goodreads:
Note to Self

Love is patient; love is kind.
Love doesn't boast or brag.
There's no arrogance in love;
it's never rude, crude, or indecent-it's not self absorbed.
Love isn't easily upset.
Love doesn't tally wrongs.
Love trusts, hopes, and endures no matter what.
Love will never become obsolete.
I'll fight for her.

Thief

Caleb Drake never got over his first love. Not when he got married. Not when she got married. When life suddenly comes full circle Caleb must decide how how far he is willing to go to get the aloof and alluring Olivia Kaspen back. But for every action in life there is a consequence, and soon Caleb finds out that sometimes love comes at an unbearably high price.

                                My Thoughts:

“    Olivia burned. When she walked into a room you could feel her fire. It rolled off of her in waves. She was angry and passionate and fearless. She burned hot enough to keep everyone away. It was a good trick, except I played with fire.”

     Caleb Drake never got over Olivia.  She was the reason why he is still messed up after all these years. Marrying Leah was a mistake.  And when he finally got his divorce, he wants to go after his first love, Olivia.  But Olivia is married  to a wonderful guy named Noah. 

“   My competition is good. Undoubtedly he’s never lied to her, broken her heart or married another woman to spite her. But she’s mine, and I’m not giving her up without a fight this time.”

     Again, there's the Tarryn Fisher touch that I love!  There's always the "arrrrrrrgh!" moment! Like you want to bite your nails ...or pull your hair out?!  I was only at the beggining of the book, but I was already engulf with the strong emotions. Desperation. Yes I felt that.  And Longing.  Oooooooh! I wanna scream... why does it have to be this difficult for both Caleb and Olivia?!!! I was so rooting for both of them since Book 1 ( The opportunist ) ...then book 2 ( Dirty Red ) ... now reading the final installment... I wanna beg Ms. Fisher, please ....I don't think my heart can  handle this?!  Go easy with my fragile heart...  See?! I got emotional again?!  

     Okaaaaaaaay. That's over emotional???!  Geeezz!  Now, let's go to my other side....the lighter side?! ( If you think my fangirling is the light side?? Haha. )  

     I am more excited to read this book because , obviously it's about Caleb!! ( yipeee! Doing the somersault! ) And this book? It was CALEB SWOON-PACKED! I fell in love with him when I met him on the 1st book ( The Opportunist) ...and uhmm 2nd book ( Dirty Red)  ...okay, okay... all the books! haha. But when I started reading this book? I was irrevocably, without any single doubt  will give all my heart to Caleb! Yes! Yes! Caleb-obsessed <------that's ME!  Fangirl to the extreme!!!

    What's not to love about  Caleb?   He has everything I want for ...Uhhhm, a book boyfriend! First, the looks? Just look at the freaking cover! Yummy-licious! No contest to that! Haha. Okay.. I may sound shallow... but hey! Again , look at the cover picture?! Caleeeeeeeeeb!!!!! *drools!

   I was swooning the entire book! ( with heavier emotion this time! ) Caleb is the sweetest! And the most romantic.... and.. and.. super persistent  on pursuing / going after Olivia. What he did for Olivia  is so ..so.. let me think of a word...poof! there! I was lost for words! ---Unbelievable! <---- now that's the closest word!

   " I'll do whatever I had to do to protect you. I'll lie, cheat and steal to make you okay. I'll share your suffering and I'll carry you when your'e weighed down. I'll never leave you, not even when you ask me to. Do you believe me? "

    Awwwwwww!!!! Swooning and melting at the same time! Where can I find a man like that?????

  The entire book is an extreme emotional ride for me. I was holding my breath. What's going to happen next? Will they or will they not? It's like fate is always making everything difficult for these two! Whenever everything is starting to get better... another bad news comes their way. I was Arrrrggggh!  I feel that my feelings are being played here... hmmm.

  And yes! there's the evil Leah making the grand entrance and dropping the "bomb"! Always be the villain up to the end! I just love  when Olivia finally______ her at the end! (spoiler removed! hehe ) I was grinning ( looking more like a smirk! ) and really really wish I was there to see that look on her face! Leah, you really got what you deserved! I've imagining doing that to her ever since! Definitely one of my fave moments! Good job, Olivia!  Now that's  the "Snow White - Evil Queen" in  you!  Loved it! 

     I loved every bit of this book.  Yes, it has heavy drama.. A lot of it that drives me crazy! But still, I just can't  throw my book reader away! What have you done to me, Ms. Tarryn Fisher?!  Gah! 

      Caleb and Olivia's relationship has stood and survived the test of time. What they  have gone through was never easy...like fate played a cruel joke on them. But then, I saw Caleb's strong determination to do the impossible and  try to fix the unfixable?!.  ....And that, made me ...FALL. HARDER. FOR. CALEB. 

      If you want to experience the sweetest torture I just went through, go grab this book. I have to warn you though, this not your typical love story. Be prepared to have your heart heavily squeezed, deflate ... inflate... get drown with overwhelming emotions all at the same time.

                          My Playlist:

"When a man loves a woman" by Michael Bolton http://youtu.be/x2OtCBnpsxA

       

"I wouldn't mind " by He is We  http://youtu.be/2qea3lLr5q

           I'm giving this book:

        5 over-the-top swoon-tastic stars!

My Review: Dirty Red by Tarryn Fisher

   
From Goodreads:
Dear Opportunist,

You thought you could take him from me, but you lost. Now, that he's mine I'll do anything to keep him. Do you doubt me? I have everything that was supposed to be yours. In case you were wondering; he doesn't ever think about you anymore. I won't let him go....ever.

Dirty Red

Leah Smith finally has everything she has ever wanted. Except she doesn't. Her marriage feels more like a loan than a lifelong commitment, and the image she has worked so hard to build is fraying before her eyes. With a new role and a past full of secrets, Leah must decide how far she is willing to go to keep what she has stolen.


                                      My Review:

    Johanna Leah Smith Drake...the redhead who snatched away Olivia and Caleb's supposed to be Happily Ever after. And yes, this book is all about her.

     She thought she won over Olivia when Caleb Drake chose to marry her?  Rich ,beautiful, manipulative, scheming , Leah. Always wants to get things her way. She had everything. Well, almost everything . But why does she feels like she can't own Caleb's heart?

     Now being Caleb's wife  and a mother ...you'd think that's enough? You think it's perfect? No.. Not to Leah. She is not..and will not be ready for this baby girl to take Caleb's attention from her!  What a selfish little B*tch she is! Oh. my! Did I just swore?!! ( Oh! I want to say many things... that I'm sure my Mom won't approved! Haha. )

     Gosh! I can't believe I am reading this! I hated her the moment she appeared on book 1 ( The Opportunist) ! I can't really control myself but to lash out profanities when I think...And now I'm writing ?!  about her!!! First part of the book,  I seriously wanna do some serious bodily injury to her!  And what kind of  a mother will  throw her two week old baby to a daycare just so she can drink with her so-called girlfriends?! Unbelievable! Just. Unbelievable.  And that's Johanna Leah Drake. I despised her!

    Despite of my strong dislike for this redhead, and a strong desire to stop reading this book ...because I can't stand her!! I did the impossible! I continued reading it! Why??? Because...Ms. Tarryn Fisher, you are so good!!! I was drawn to the best villain on earth! Now , I wanna know what's behind her story. So, now, all I can say is... "Leah, this is the right moment to redeem yourself..."

   Let's go rewind time. Leah clearly had a "not so wonderful childhood". Growing up to a parents who's love and attention is only for her younger sister, Courtney. She had to beg  for their attention. Leah feels unloved. But she adores her sister...Courtney is everything she is not. I was then beginning to understand Leah. And surprisingly, I felt pity for her. It must be hard to be waiting for affection that you knew that can't be yours. She feels like she has to earn everything in a hard way.  

     Even with Caleb, she feels half-loved. She knows deep down that it's always been Olivia. But she won't easily give up the fight. No one can take Caleb away from her. As I read along, I can't help but to admire Leah's tenacity to keep Caleb. She would do anything , everything whether right or wrong to fight for this man to the point of  obsession. She became paranoid and suspicious. Snooping around Caleb's things?! I actually felt sorry for her!  No peace of mind ?! That's more than enough to lose one's sanity! 

“When Caleb looks at her, his eyes shift into a different gear. It’s like he’s seeing the only thing that matters. I am sickly familiar with the way he looks at Olivia, because it is the way I look at him”

“I didn't ask for this life — to be loved second best and to be forced to have a baby. I wanted … I wanted what Olivia had and threw away — someone who adores me even though my insides curl and lash like a poisonous snake”

     Again, I love the way Ms Fisher stirred my emotions! I was furious then saddened, felt pity and then anger. Such two completely opposite emotions I have to handle all throughout the book! When the drama starts.. It keeps on building and building up till I became breathless! It was a roller coaster of powerful emotions!  And I'm in for a ride! 

    I love how the book unfold  a revelation.. I was left with my mouth agape! I'm like what? How could Caleb do that? So harsh ...and so mean!  And it's never been fair to  Leah!

“I feel like such a fool. So used. How could I be so in love with a man that was so willing to deceive me? I feel like a piece of trash, disposable and unwanted”

    The ending ? You thought Leah would just crumble and break? Think. Again. When Caleb drop the "bomb"... Leah have a bigger, more destructive "bomb'" ! And it had  a "DON'T MESS WITH LEAH" written all over it!

“He thought Olivia could hurt him, I’ll hurt him worse. I’ll keep hurting him. And if he goes after her again, I’ll rise up and do everything in my power to keep them apart. Some people never change. I guess I’m one of them.”

   I'm not a fan of a cliffhanger.. but this one was a great cliffhanger!  There 's so much more to look forward to. Specially Leah.  And more reason for me to grab the next book ASAP! 

                            My Playlist:

" Just A Fool" by Christina Aguilera  http://youtu.be/JHb_ps-JtaM

"Stay" by Rihanna http://youtu.be/8t7fLDtgtuE

                          I'm giving this book:

                     4 clingy, won't-let-you-go stars!

My Review: The Opportunist by Tarryn Fisher

     
From Goodreads:

     Olivia Kaspen has just discovered that her ex-boyfriend, Caleb Drake, has lost his memory. With an already lousy reputation for taking advantage of situations, Olivia must decide how far she is willing to go to get Caleb back. Wrestling to keep her true identity and their sordid past under wraps, Olivia’s greatest obstacle is Caleb’s wicked, new girlfriend; Leah Smith. It is a race to the finish as these two vipers engage in a vicious tug of war to possess a man who no longer remembers them. But, soon enough Olivia must face the consequences of her lies, and in the process discover that sometimes love falls short of redemption.

                                 My Thoughts:

    Only  few books can actually keep and hold my attention for a little longer... before I get distracted with other things (Like... I know, I know.. I'm checking Goodreads, twitter or facebook! Guilty! Hah! )... and I could say , this book kept me in place!  Just reading  few pages, I know I'm already  hooked.

    The opening chapter intrigue me as I saw Olivia's hesitation to go near Caleb. Was she scared?  But why? What  happened  in their  past that deserves Caleb's hatred? So I wait as Olivia took her step towards Caleb... and ... Bam! Caleb did not recognize her at all! Amnesia. Now, this becomes really, really interesting!

   I love how Ms. Tarryn Fisher wrote the alternate Flashbacks & Present time chapters! It was seamless and free flowing. The flashbacks really showed how everything started. How the campus heartthrob, basketball star player Caleb chased after the plain, bookish...and once- prude-dish  Olivia. I have the fairy tale - like feeling as I read it. Caleb is the Prince Charming waiting to happen... IF ...ONLY, IF Olivia let him swept her off her feet! *Dreamy Sigh  Unlike any other girl who would do anything to get Caleb's attention, our Olivia here ... did the opposite! She tried to stay away!  Caleb is gorgeous , rich , spoiled jock...a walking danger sign that any smart, goody shoes- girl like her should avoid at all cost! But can she really avoid  him?? When Caleb has been stalking her like a lost puppy? Admit it Olivia, you are definitely checking him out! Hmmmm...

   Clearly , there something about her that Caleb found... really fascinating? I'm thinking, maybe she looks unattainable.. and Caleb is up for a challenge? But then, Caleb really, really likes her! And boy, the way he goes after her... like she's the only girl for him! I love the cocky Caleb chasing after the uptight Olivia. Those were the swoony - awkward moments! And when Caleb intentionally missed the important basketball shot for a date with Olivia ( or was it a dare?? ).... it was reckless incredible! I was all giggly and swooning at the same time! Everybody (well except for her best friend Cammie) hated Olivia after that!  She was the girl Caleb missed his shot for!  Olivia became the talk of the school!

     So, you thought that  impressed Olivia? Not at all. But she made a deal with Caleb. A date. Hesitant at first, but as she got to know a little about Caleb... her mind says Stay away but her body says she was insanely attracted to this boy! Caleb is not the stereotype hotshot that she taught. He is the sweetest !And he reads and loves "Great expectations" ?!  I'd definitely say, he's a keeper!( And more than meets the eye?! )  I want to keep Caleb to myself!!!!  Mine.. mine!

    Caleb is perfect! Despite the attraction and connection between them... Olivia let him slip off her fingers?! Yes. She turned down Caleb. She lied that she doesn't want him. I was exasperated! This, I think it was the first time Olivia lied.  And when Caleb seems to be moving on..with a new girlfriend, evil lurked into Olivia's heart! She got to have Caleb at all cost!  I was like, what the hell, Olivia?! Really?! Where did the sweet Olivia go? Who are you????  And that ,  is how the misery begun...

    I was emotionally wrecked the following chapters. It was a roller coaster ride of heavy emotions. I don't know how I'll feel over Olivia.. I hate her and love her all the same time. I hate her schemes but then I can't help but to have all my sympathy...or  more like  empathy with her. What would I do if I were in her shoes? I don't think I can handle it. Caleb is her weakness. Caleb is her strength. Caleb is her everything. So why can't she have Caleb? Oh... my heart cried. And Caleb? What have you done?  I was  so ...so...I could not even put this into words...

     The rest of the book way up to the Epilogue , I was holding my pillow so tight. My chest hurts. Why oh why life is so unfair! How could they always end up making the wrong choices? And like Olivia, I don't think I could ever moved on...

“It is the last real kiss of my life. I forever cling to that kiss. It was goodbye and I’m sorry and I love you so much. When it is done, he presses his forehead to my own one last time and then he is gone.

I am broken.”

    This has to be the most heart breaking way to end a book.  *sobs ...and more sobs...I hate to see my heart shattered into tiny pieces... *and the sobbing continues.. I love , love this book! *sobs

                       My Playlist:

"One Last Cry " by Brian McKnight http://youtu.be/sz-NhGanOAE

 

              I'm giving this book :
    4 heart breaking, tear inducing stars!

True Love's First Kiss by Heidi Garrett Blog Tour ( Review andGiveaway! )

 

     Today  I'm joining  Shane of Itching for books  for True love's first kiss  by Heidi Garrett blog tour. This is my first time to participate and honestly, I am super thrilled!  Moreover, it's to promote one of the best Fantasy-Faerytales I ever read! 


 
From Goodreads:

Nandana’s Mark, Book 1: When two half-faeries—Melia and her younger sister—are cursed under dreadful circumstances, true love’s first kiss is the remedy.

The Flower of Isbelline, Book 2: Nothing but true love’s first kiss can save Melia’s younger sister from blind ambition and ruin.

The Dragon Carnivale, Book 3: Melia must choose the freedom she cherishes or true love’s first kiss—and a relationship that promises to secure her place in the Whole.

The Queen of the Realm of Faerie is a fantasy fairy tale series that bridges the Mortal and Enchanted worlds. The main character, Melia, is an eighteen-year-old half-faerie, half-mortal. She lives in Illialei, a country in the Enchanted World, with her two sisters and their mother. Melia’s father has been exiled to the Mortal World, and her best friend is a pixie.

When the story opens in the first book, Melia is troubled by her dark moon visions, gossip she overhears about her parents at the local market, and the trauma of living among full-blooded faeries with wings—she doesn’t have any.

As the series unfolds, the historic and mystical forces that shape Melia’s life are revealed. Each step of her journey—to find the place where she belongs—alters her perceptions about herself, deepens her relationships with others, and enlarges her world view.

True Love’s First Kiss is a compilation of the first three books in this ongoing series.

About the author: 

Heidi Garrett is the author of The Queen of the Realm of Faerie series. Her personal message to all her readers is: 

Once upon a time, you lived in an enchanted world, too…

May you always see the magic in your life.

The Queen of the Realm of Faerie includes many strong female characters within an intricate fantasy land. It is also a fairy tale fantasy.

The first book, Nandana’s Mark, is one of those free ebooks; the second book, The Flower of Isbelline, is now available; and the third book, The Dragon Carnivale, will be released in June 2013.

Heidi's hope is that when you read her books, you will rediscover the enchantment in your own life. 

She currently resides in Eastern Washington State with her husband and their two cats. So far, she loves the snow. Being from the South, she finds it very magical.

                                               
                      My Review:

  True love's First kiss is the compilation of  Ms. Heidi  Garett's  three wonderful books : Book 1  Nandana's Mark , Book 2 The Flower of Isbelline and Book 3 The Dragon Carnivale . Being a dreamer, I am  always fascinated  with  faerytales.  There is always a magical feeling when I'm reading it.And all of three books were consistent of giving me that "feel"!

   When I read Nandana's Mark, I was instantly  enthralled with the Faery Realm , Ms. Garrett created. It was so vivid , I can almost see the colorful , magical world!  And I was instantly  captivated with the three beautiful half faeries, Melusine , Melia and Plantine.  ( and of course, their pretty, pretty names! )

     Being a half faery ,Melia feels like an outcast. While her two sisters are quite coping up..she feels alone.  Plus she's having this dark visions of witnessing Faery Realm being destroyed. ( and Umbra incarnating! )  It was a nightmare.. and Melia feel helpless.. and more confused. It's a good thing she has Totou, her pixie friend to confide  with.  ( I love pixies ! So cute! )  I love how Ms. Garrett creates her characters! I am aware that this is a faerytale at the beginning, but as I read along... there's something more about the mythical creatures portrayed here. I have that certain feel.. like, I know they are not real (a product of imagination) but at the same time I want them to be real?  Now, I sound confusing?  I can't seem to put it into words... ( oh my! )
 
    Book one highlights Melia and gave me a glimpse of  the bigger role she has in saving Faery world. Such a big responsibility for  such a young half faery. I loved Melia , she may have flaws ( she stutters, clearly lacks confidence..) but I know deep inside she has the heart of gold.

     When they tried to stop their father from his attempt to incarnate Umbra, he accidentally died ! And Melusine , Melia and Plantine  were blamed ...and cursed by their Mother! Melusine is cursed to turn into a hideous snake , Melia an eagle each time the sun sets and Plantine gradually fades! And the antidote of this curse? Yes, a true love's first kiss!  ( See?! I can feel the faerytale sense to it! And I remember Sleeping Beauty and Snow white! ) So, will these three half faeries find their knight in shinning armor? their one true love?

    The Flower of Isbelline begun where Nandana's Mark ended. And another adventure is about to start! Melia together with her new found friends   will journey to save her sister Plantine from marrying Lord Goring  and stop his evil plan to incarnate Umbra.

     This book has all the elements  to make it really magical . It was truly a treat to read! And I love when Ms. Garrett introduce me to get to know Melia's newfound friends a little better. I feel that I was part of their journey and adventure! And when Melia was flying, I feel I was Totou on her back and gripping and holding on to Melia's smooth feathers... and whenever I close my eyes.. I felt the wind too!  That's how  Ms. Garrett writes! She has the amazing way of putting her readers inside the book! 

    Here, I was looking at a different Plantine. From an  innocent , sweet half faery to an ambitious , power hungry Lord Goring's bride to be !  I was totally surprised ...how Umbra corrupts? So, I was thinking... Umbra must be stopped at all cost!  See? I got carried away, again! 

    And what's a  perfect adventure without a little  romance?  Well, take a good look at Ryder and Melia?! It was super obvious that they got a little something going on!  See? the awkward moments... uhmmm, I mean the "swoony" awkward moments! And.. uhmmm.. I kinda checking out  Ryder  and his gorgeous green eyes! Haha.

    But their love is not that simple. In fact, though Melia is undeniably drawn to Ryder, she is torn between him and her love of flying! Flying gave Melia the freedom that she wanted . And she was afraid to give  in to what she really felt for Ryder! ----Poor Melia! Must be super confusing and overwhelming at the same time.

    If you find book 1 a little slow.. well , I tell you The Flower of Isbelline  has the action-adventure that you've been waiting ! Prepare  yourself  to a joyride! There's a lot of magic ..you'll be awed just like I did. And there's pulse-stopping encounter with Umbra! I have mixed emotion of fear and excitement... and there's Sevondi , a powerful Dragonwitch gate crashing Plantine's Wedding! Just imagine what happens next?  It was a WOW!  

    Finally, The Dragon Carnivale ! I'm super excited for this since The Flower of Isbelline left  me with a cliffy. Plus , I have been anticipating for that one True love's first kiss! As I step into Ms. Garrett's Faery world again.. I was like...

  This book clearly leveled up! I experience the same feelings ( the excitement, the thrill, the anticipation ) from book two ...only this time, it was intensified! Yes! I love every moment in it.

      So, as I lay on my pink bed ... I let myself get lost in the beauty of the Faery world. Time definitely stopped. And I found my self... in Melia's shoes! ( or leather boots .. or sometimes barefoot for that matter! ) ! As I look around, I took in everything.... I found myself inside the ancient orchard and smelled the sweetest golden apples! ( mouth watering and my stomach grumbled! ) Now, I can't help but pick one myself. But ... oooops! I realized I was picking up my book reader instead?! Good heavens ! I'm thankful, I did not munch it! haha. 

     Everything in this book seems so real. And every bit of it is an experience I won't forget!  I also love the two new friends Melia met... Calista and Bertille! ( Again, Ms. Garrett and her never-ending cool and pretty names! ) I love how they taught Melia, one valuable lesson in life : To let go. And when they made Melia jump off that cliff ...and into the water. Everything  finally became clear. It was a beautiful revelation.  This is definitely one of my favorite scenes! 

"The sooner she allows her tears to wash away the dirt in her heart, the sooner she’ll be able to see clear and find her way. Then, she might be able to tell who her enemies are and who they’re not.”

“If you don’t set your heart free, you’ll never be able to trust anyone.”

     Melia definitely mature and grow up into a strong half faery.  I love it when she finally accepted  herself and face the inevitable...that she has to choose and decide. ....And the way she sees Ryder in a different light.. is sooo swoony, believe me!  Soooo, did the much awaited True love's first kiss actually happened? So tempting to answer... but I leave it all to you to find out!  Well, I like to imagine it... this way! *winks

“I was wrong to use words written long ago to dismiss the truth that you spoke from your heart.” He raised his gaze. “I will stay with you, no matter what.”

Melia’s blood rushed. She touched his face. He was real.”

    If you want a lot of surprises and twists ,this book totally has it. Most of the characters surprised  me. Specially Sevondi  whom I truly disliked at first.. but ended up entirely different...and surprisingly , likable. I love her Dragon Carnivale! I have to say , it was truly a wonderful and spectacular show! Imagine, instead of fireworks, there's the display of dragons?! Colorful , magical dragons! And like the rest of the Muannaye , I'm was mesmerized! 

 
     The ending was great. The last chapter is truly heart stopping! I was gripping and holding on to my book reader like my dear life depend on it! I dare not blink. All I think was.. Melia... Melia...let this be the moment..    And I was never disappointed.  :)  

     If you want to read a truly amazing faerytale that will grow in you, go grab this book... and experience what it's like to be inside the faery world Ms. Heidi Garrett beautifully created! 

     Be sure to enter the giveaway found below for a chance to win a copy of this book! :)

                     I'm giving this book:

     

               5 wonderful, magical stars!

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My Review: Tragic by J.A. Huss

 
From Goodreads:
Because life so far – just sucks. Some girls get parents. Rook got the foster care system. Some girls get Prince Charming. Rook got an abusive frog. Some girls get lucky…

Rook got a second chance.

And she took it. Because when fate throws you a bone – you grab it with both hands and run.

Antoine Chaput knows the minute he spies Rook in his photography studio that she’s got The Look. The dark and desperate look he must have to land the exclusive TRAGIC media contract.

Rook is paired up with top model, Ronin, and he’s everything her abusive ex-boyfriend wasn’t. Patient, gentle, happy, attentive, and sexy! He knows exactly what to do to make Rook blush for Antoine’s camera. 

Rook’s luck changes in an instant and suddenly she’s the darling of the modeling world. It’s a dream job to go with a dream guy and all she has to do is look pretty and follow directions. But there’s always a price to pay – and Rook is about to get the bill.


                        My Thoughts:
 
     
    Who would have thought that Rook Walsh's life would change when she stepped into Antoine Chaput's studio and  become Tragic's model? Before , she was homeless , scared and running away from her abusive boyfriend. Left with no money, Rook accepted this job... be an erotic model! Of course, it means baring your goodies in front of the cam! First thing that came into my mind ...looks like porno?? But according to Antoine, it's artfully done. Yeah right.. If you think getting grope and touch by some guy barely  know is a form of art?! Instead of running for the door...Rook...accepted the offer.

     The camera loves Rook. She is a natural! Rook is Tragic. 

     There is something raw and beautiful in her. Just perfect for the Tragic campaign. Antoine Chaput knows that. And Ronin knows it. Hmmm, well, well, who is Ronin?  Ronin shares the same gorgeous blue eyes like Rook. And those gorgeous blues go well with his gorgeous , sculpted, well-defined body! I can't help but to check them out! Hah! Ronin takes care of all Anton's models ... most specially the new Tragic face..Rook!  When I say take care... It's really taking care.. like providing everything a model needs! Clothes..food..All you have to say : "I belong to Ronin.." See???? It sounds sexy?!  And I imagine Ronin to be looking like this:

    Oh my! Those sexy sexy baby blues! I'd say( or shout!) I BELONG TO RONIN! (Anytime!) I wanna have your babies..now!!! Ooooops! Get hold of yourself! I told myself. Haha. But then, Rook has a different reaction, she doesn't want to "belong to Ronin" . She doesn't want to feel like that. She does not want to feel "owned" and controlled like her abusive ex. Yes, Rook has issues. She was raised on foster homes.  No family. No one to rely on but herself.  Everything was a daze when Ronin's sister took her into their studio and offered a home in exchange for the photoshoots.

     Photo shoots. Sexy photo shoots with Ronin! He took care of Rook... pretty damn well! I'd say it was the the sexiest photo sessions I've ever read and seen (on my mind!) ! The behind the scene is even hotter!! *fanning myself like I'm about to faint any minute now! Ronin's kisses and touch set Rook on fire! Every nerve ending on her body responded like Ronin owns her! But they're in front of the flashing camera?! Is it still for show or for real? ...looks real to me!

      The chemistry between these two is exploding!  Both are clearly all over each other on and off cam! I love how the author wrote those sensual moments...it's tastefully written ..not dirty. There is definitely something. ..and it's more intense than attraction and goes beyond just lust! Yes, it made me blush ...like a lot! ( like right now?!) haha. And Ronin... can do the sexy talks effortless...and so effective, I got shivers all over my body! *gasp! *panty drops! Haha.

“Oh, Miss Walsh, I plan on doing many more things to you tonight, but most of all, when I finally get you back to my apartment and into my bed, I plan on making you whimper into my neck, begging me to make you come.”

“I'd crush your mouth with kisses right now if I thought I could get away with smearing your lipstick.”

      So what's stopping them? Apparently, both have their issues. Ronin does not date his models. Well, not until Rook. Because Rook is different. And he wants Rook so bad. He wants to take good care of this lost girl... but then Rook sees it in not so good way. For her, this means being controlled. She does not want it... But she wants Ronin. Clearly , a tough choice to make! 

      I have mixed emotions over Rook's struggles. I hate her hasty decisions. She acts on impulse...jumping on conclusions and running away?!  And when she was offered another contract Sturgis, she signed it out of what?! Out of jealousy! Yes, when she saw Ronin with another girl?! Immaturity! Gah!  But then, I still can't help but to admire this girl. She knows want she wants. And she clearly sticks with it no matter what. Headstrong and bad ass, I can say.  And I think the ones that you need to stay alive in this cut throat modelling world. 

“Yeah, well, I'm used to disappointment, so no big deal. If it doesn't work, I'll move on and do something else. I might be young, but I've learned a few good lessons in my day.”

“What lessons, Rook?"

"Don't rely on anyone to get what you want. You just gotta go get it yourself.”

       The ending is good ...but I still kinda waiting for something more? It's like the story was cut short abruptly? There's a very good potential for this story to develop. I was really , really hoping for something big to happen... like I'm still waiting for both Ronin and Rook to say the "L-word" ?! Which I have not seen?? Or did I just missed it?! Noooooooo!  *tries to read backwards?! uh-oh. Now I want to read the sequel! 

     If you want some really...really sexy read with a bonus: really, really HAWT.. RAWR.. Ronin! Go grab this one and prepare to see your self blush in your deepest red like I did! 

                            My Playlist:

"Latch" by Disclosure  http://youtu.be/pUK6HlzNWEg

"Edge of Something" by Jaime Cullum  http://youtu.be/Z1sg5g7sbI8

                     I'm giving this book:

                3 sexy-tempting cherry stars!